I can't believe it... I waited all day for the Shibarium chain launch, excited to see what would unfold, and now I'm here feeling utterly devastated. The news of missing my grandmother's funeral just hit me like a ton of bricks. How did this happen? Why did I prioritize something like a chain launch over bidding farewell to someone so dear? I'm overwhelmed by a mix of sadness and anger at myself for not being there when it truly mattered.My mind is a whirlwind of confusion and regret. I can't help but think about the moments I'll never get back, the chance to say goodbye slipping through my fingers. The excitement I had for the launch now feels so trivial and insignificant compared to the weight of this loss. I wish I could turn back time, make a different choice, be there to honor and remember my grandmother In this haze of emotions, I'm left grappling with the harsh reality that life's priorities can sometimes get muddled. It's a painful lesson that's etched into my heart. I need to find a way to process this and come to terms with the choices I've made. It's a difficult path ahead, one where I must confront my feelings of sadness, anger, and confusion head-on.
